The big step.

Haha soo it was time to finally say goodbye. And yes, I am having a sook for people who don't care... I've left this house permanently! It was so good having all my closest friends just down the road from me... walking down to the park for air and thought at night, just to lie on the concrete on my own. And if I wasn't by myself I'd have someone else. All those drunken nights, or just a place to talk... or eat kfc. And now things have changed so very much. My bed had been taken out of my room when I got there the other day... my room was empty and so was I. ( DEEEP ) hahaha.

For anyone who knew what my walls looked like.... you'll be surprised haha.

Now I'm slowly finding places for my stuff to go.

Bye to the old, in with the new.

I've been out of my old house for a few months now, and left with what i needed and kept there what i didnt really need and couldn't fit where i am now... but unfortunately everybody is moving out of there now so therefore I have to clean my room out!!! I did that today, probably worked the whole day on it and only half is done...

I found the weirdest stuff and LOTS of memories... stuff I thought I lost and all that jazz. I knew this clean up would involve ALOT of throwing away which of course I'm not good at (I like to keep ALOT of stuff) so, so far I have 6 huge bags of clothes, belts, bags, jewellery that im selling at the beenleigh market on sunday (probably hungover.) I'm pretty surprised that I'm letting all of that go. I suppose that requires a whole lot more shopping... plus I've put on 10 kgs or something hahaha, so nothing fits me anymore. AWESOME!! Anyways... i've had fucking a lot of memories in my room and house, it actually gets me really sad hahaha... so goodbye chapel hill!!!!! *cries.*

Classic

Hahaha. Holy shit. This cracks me up every time I looked at the flicks. This is spillane on Sat morning... rocked up completely fucked up from the night before and early morning... I guess it's his fault, giving us the opportunity to mess with him and all while he passes out...

So many characters in one sleep... hahaha. A painter, to a ninja... to a bottle man. (by the way, he stood up and fell over.)

Shout out to spillane ! Bahah I hope he doesnt hate me after this.

Balmoral Bowls Club & Oxford 152

I was pretty bummed out because I really sucked, and I chose to wear a short dress to lawn bowls (not the smartest thing haha.) So I sat out, had some beers, got back out there and WON A GAME. Awww yeeee.

Later in the night... we went to Oxford st for dinner and drinks.

The car ride there was hilarious... everyone was SO sober..................... .cough hahaha!

Then the night slowly finished... and I went home and got more drunk. The normal ending to most nights...

ha ha bye!!

Ho Ho Ho

Christmas time is at it again. Lately, I've been doing a bit of reminiscing.

Oh the fun days of being little.

Anyways. If you all don't know yet, the Christmas carols, songs, decorations in the shopping centres actually make me depressed. I don't find it exciting at all, it makes me feel like I'm moping on some slowjams. But when the day comes I'm happy... its weird because this year it doesn't feel like Christmas at all to me. I haven't seen a Christmas tree up except for a friends and on neighbours... but how can you be happy watching neighbours when Harolds dying. Fuck.

Hahaha. Anywho. I'm out. Merry Christmas

The way to roll...

is... to bathe in a bucket.

Drapht show

Whats better to do on a Sunday? Was a very good night...

ps. It's not a very clear photo, but that's my new haircut. BAM!

Haircut...yeeee.

Well, today my day went to help dig for some vinyls... got a HAIRCUT, and ate some delicious chips with tartare sauce of course..(I HIGHLY advise everybody to get tartare sauce to accompany their chips at maccas.) Anyways, my haircut is pretty fucking short. I'd actually say its the shortest haircut I've ever gotten, if you're not counting those bob cuts that you get when your 4. I like it I guess... I reckon the lady was getting frustrated with me, but hey, she kept doing the wrong shit and saying she understood me when she clearly didn't so I kept telling her she was doing it wrong... (I've had many bad haircuts in my day, so I try to prevent it haha.) She was full chinese and I had trouble understanding her so most of the time I laughed and said, 'yeah!"..."really?"... ahaha... imagine if she said, "yeah so I'm dying of cancer.." and I just laughed and said yeah! cool! .... hmm. She asked me, 'Do you sleep at night?" (I personally thought that was a BIT weird...hahaha.) Anyways... (few hours later, as I speak the next day)... I went to Uber and sat down with a beer, having the entertainment of watching people dance... ha ha ha. Awesome. I saw some pretty good stuff. .. I just realized I might come off a bit creepy. . Oh well.

SO tonight which is Nov 30 ! Is Eloquence and Truths ft. Dj Butcher at the StepInn at 6! So be there... or... yeah just be there.

peace!

Rest In Peace Andreas Papas

17 -4- 88 - 24-11-06

A million times we will miss you

A million times we will cry

If love alone could have saved you,

You never would have died.

In life we loved you dearly.

In death we love you still.

In our hearts you hold a place

That no one else can fill.

It broke our hearts to lose you

But you didn't go alone

For part of us went with you

The day God took you home.

Nothing could be more beautiful

Than those precious moments with you.

To us you were very special

And God must have thought so, too.

All our lives we will miss you

Though the years may come and go

But, in our hearts you'll live forever,

Because we loved you so.

Plastered.

...was spewin I couldn't make Mabs, Nav and Chloes birthday so I made the most at home.

(I'm wearing a borat mankini.)

Somethings you just shouldn't do.

Asians with blonde hair. Ha ha

the A'wake'ning?

Today was another day when someone loses somebody they love and care for. And although funerals can be a time to celebrate a persons life, it never really ends or feels that way. I never knew the person who's funeral was today, yet it always hurts to see the people you care about completely broken. Sigh. I hope she rests in peace.

So then there came the wake and the day to night carried along.



Ridiculous dancing, a lot of wine and beer, the night was nice.
And to end this, I will end with a nice inspiration quote, that there's always a brighter day.

Ooh lately lately

I've been really happy the last 2 weeks. I actually went to yoga which was an interesting experience. My leg had hurt at the end for an unknown reason so they all told me I should talk to this woman "shirley." So i'm like yea alright... she laid me down on her yoga mat and gave me a thorough massage. She was ROUGH, and I mean rough. But it seemed she had an idea on what she was doing, although I had never been in so much pain. She was jumping on my back and rocking back and forwards on my back digging her centimetre long toenails into my legs...
So I got up after I told her I'd had enough lol...and said, where did you learn all your skills?? - "From the spirits darling, from the spirits around me, they are telling me what to do." I'm like in my head, ddddude, what the fuck. HA!! And fancy that, my shoulders have been in pain ever since. Anyways... in conclusion to my opinion about yoga, it's pretty relaxing hey other than the aftermath ha ha. I could go again... sure.

I went op-shopping all day yesterday with Iz in Paddo... was pretty good, I found my self some sweet finds as I always do. The downside of the day was fucking walking. I hate walking... my ankles were literally hurting baha. The night came and I came back to Paddo and started my drinkys for the night and then made my way to Uber... got nicely drunk. Its a bit gay that my blog is completely lacking photos.. but ye, no camera. Will update when I have more to say I guess .. ??

peace!

Missing that.

The weekend called for a trip back up to my old home... which I miss dearly. Far from everything.. the city. the friends. My old housemates, Matt and Kathy had just got engaged not long ago, which called for a engagement party!! It all fitted perfectly, for me to go to Harris' 21st on Friday and their engagement party on Saturday. I started the drinky drinks, and was excited to catch up with friends I hadn't seen in ages and missed LOADS. But then I got there and was like... erm? No cars... I called a friend and I found out it was tomorrow. So devoed. But it ended up being ok as I called a friend and got to get fucking plastered at her house, sitting on beanbags and getting involved into deep conversations... like girls do.

I was with Alex also, and from that night he got overly hungover. We actually believe now he had alcohol poisoning, it was that bad. So my day and night gradually turned into shit having to wait and watch Alex be sick all day... we made it to Kathys and Matts, and entered for one minute and left. Alex was spewing left right and centre and in really bad pain. So... I decided to leave him at my old home, and go to Harris' anyways but my night was kind of stressed out already so I didn't want to be in a party situation when all I really wanted was to swear and salk. I stayed for max 20 minutes. I was so bummed out - I'm glad Alex is all good now, but fuck my weekend was a bit of a drag because of it. He bought me KFC to owe up for the weekend.. and i guess thats good for me. Shrugs.

I used to think that was my dad.

Frustrated as hell.

Another one of my dresses... but for this one I have lost ALL my patience. Fucking everything you could imagine that could go wrong, went wrong. So I'm not finishing it. I might even cut it up in pieces, but here is a nice photo before it's death.

Melbourne Cup

Won nothing but got nicely drunk.

A goon kings 21st

My goonsack dress even had pockets!! His jacket had a cape... hahaha





At the end of the night I was pretty much drenched in alcohol which is always nice... mmm. But NOT on my goondress... (that got molested pretty early.) The clean up wasn't toooo bad, hence people throwing water all over the floor and walls whilst singing 'my chain..' I mean, my spill-lane..... hahah.


I made a few batches of these awesome vanilla cupcakes with 21 on them. Fuck my back was hurting after that! I kept wanting to bring them downstairs to the party but it was never the 'right time' and when I did remember, I'd forget again. Haha. So I hope you enjoy the picture while I eat them all at home.

Twas a good night!!!

Money Grip

Pretty pleased.

So it seems it's been op-shopping month this October. I actually don't go op-shopping hardly ever, and when I do I'd try in the city where they're sellin there shit for $15 each. Oh please. Haha. Op-shops shouldn't be that exxy. But I've been coming across fucking sweet deals lately and I'm so stoked. So bascially the point of this blog is I've been making a whole lot of shit out of the remainding material that I get when I hem clothes, which I don't think are that bad!! Taking that I was going to give up on sewing all together as the stupid machine fucks up on me all the time...grrr.

This is one of the dresses.

Give me a break. It's real dodge all over but it is a trial and error dress! Hopefully more to come. yeww

Valley hookers.

Check this awesome sequence haha. Some loser poured beer in my eye whilst posing.

Overall, a dope night.

JA BEER!

Ok ok so I know you are excited...or maybe I'm just excited hoping that anyone who reads this blog is also excited. Today it was time to take the beer out!!! AHHHH.

Alex and I have named this beer 'JA beer' as we are both the makers. Brace yourself for future JA beer!

Feels like heaven. will definitely keep updated til the day I drink my first JA BEER!

Moving on, last night I went to the drive-in movies. Fuck it was fun, just because it felt like i was in a different country ahah. And the two best movies were on... Max Payne and Taken. I really recommend people to watch Taken hey... so good.

This flick is the mattress set up on the ground, with pizza and sprite!! MMMM. Last night was such an awesome chilled out night... EXCEPT..the total fuckwits parked next to us. The whole drive-in movies were dead silent, where this couple which I do believe were on their first gay date were talking as if they were at a party unable to hear each other. Then when the first movie had finished, they went for a little walk and left this fuck off loud truck on for the whole place to hear for the start of the next movie. Fuck me! People are so annoying and dumb. Who the fuck goes to watch a movie if every single second of it they are just going to talk? Dickheads.

:)

I'm not naked btw. Boobtube dress.

So to conclude this awesome blog... I will say bye.

Bye.

Spewin.

I feel like I haven't updated in this blog for years, but really it has been a few days. Damn.
I've done a few things since then which I can hardly recall but I'll do my best.

Umm. On Friday day I think, I went op-shopping and did something else, but I have forgotten. I brought back home some denim shorts and cut them up. The remainder material left ended up like this -


( This photo is of my awesome friend model. )

and an awesome bavaclava/porn mask kind-a thing. I forgot what they're called. I'll upload a photo when I've got one. Haha.


Then the night came, and I was off to Rogers birthday where we stayed at Chevron Renaissance.

(This is basically the only pic I got.)
Fuck yea! It was so dope, and so was the hospitality. Oh my fucking god, they had all this deep fried food (& more) which were speaking to me from the table, eaaaat me. And a fridge full of unlimited drinks and spirits as this is also good. So as it normally ends..

I got drunk.
They got drunk.

Then off to the Bedroom... got our part-ay on. Some over flamboyant gay dude tried to pick up bouch but yeah... nothing happened hahah. I wish it did, just for the laughs.

Hahahaha. He's the guy in the black jacket.


Check out this random's blown up face/dance. HA HA HA


Anyways, then we went to Hollywood...(strippers) as I have never been before. It got kind of boring after a while... I wish one of them slipped. One had really monged titties and another one looked like a complete man. Ugh. We later then met up with Al and Adam. Went back to the bedroom where we continued getting loose as fuck. But then the night came to an end where bouch suddenly felt like spewing in the middle of the dancefloor ... and boom we were OUTTA THERE!!

We came back and the others had gotten into a fight. Hmmm. I'm so over fights. Drunk dickheads everywhere... berrr.

Bla bla, spew, bla, we slept on the ground, it was so fucking bright. the blinds were open, thankgod somebody shut them. I cooked everyone breakfast. Left. Horrible, horrible hangover. Jetted down to the beach. Swam then laid on the sand for a while. Ate a fuck load!! Still felt sick. Came home. Alex got a studio quality recording set-up for his 21st coming up so alot of the rest of the weekend we jammed. (Not that I can sing, but it's fun trying.) Ha ha. And yes!! I could keep going about all the other things I did, but these were the highlights.

peace